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Post by SadistSecret on Apr 10, 2005 23:39:58 GMT -5
Too many things...Not enough will not to cut...I'm going to break sooner or later...
A lot of people like me...That's something to be happy about, you say? No. You must not get it if you think it something for me to be happy about. Love hurts too much for me...I don't open up to people like I used to after what happened. I don't want to keep hurting everyone with my "I'm not ready". Yes, it's true, but it's hurting so many people. And if I got together with one of them, I'd hurt everyone else who wants me. My heart is so fragile after what happened...I'm afraid I won't be able to care for anyone like I used to. I don't want to go on anymore. Love just stings too much. I'm sorry, everyone.
My stepdad...He won't stop it. He keeps being overly critcal, and his negative opinions and labeling just piss me off. I want to just blow up right in his face the next time. I just can't live with him anymore. I can't live with his...everything. I hate you.
None of that made any sense. Things...are...I dunno anymore. Shoot me. Please.
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YourDarkestSecret
Astute with Ink
What you see is what you get and if it's not good enough for you, then you're shit out of luck.
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Post by YourDarkestSecret on Apr 11, 2005 1:01:15 GMT -5
Awww. Well, hun. You know I care about you, and probably always will. I understand what you're going through and you're not alone. I luff you lots, although it's not the best time for saying that. I hope you get better though. I really do. *hugs and sighs* I hate it when people are sad.
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Post by jamesvampiress on Apr 12, 2005 22:38:22 GMT -5
Well James, you know how i feel for you. I know you were hurt before, so was I. Time does heal, and you know i have patience.
whatever you chose, follow your heart
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Post by DarkNightmare on May 10, 2005 19:14:46 GMT -5
Hun you know i care about you and i always will i am just really cunfused i dont know if i am straight or what and its starting ot drive me crazy and hun you will always be in my heart and i will always care about you
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