Post by SadistSecret on Apr 24, 2005 22:46:11 GMT -5
(I wrote this earlier today (4/24). I was pissed off.)
I am so fucking sick of all this bullshit I have to put up with. You fucking wonder why the the fuck I'm pissed off. You ever fucking think that it ws your fucking fault that I get fucking pissed and ahve this so called attitude. TAKE A FUCKING REALITY CHECK! I'm never going to be this child you want. He is lame as fuck and I LIKE BEING ME! Stop fucking trying to supress it! Quit your fucking bullshit about how I wish to live my life. I am not you I do not wish to be like you. I am quite happy with who I am and I wish you could fucking see it. I don't want to be you ideal poster boy. That kid is a fucking joke, and not even a funny one. Stop fucking trying to run my fucking life. I'm about done and over with this and you'll neer have to fucking see me again. I'm sick of your pointless rules and your restrictions. I'm even more sick of you trying to change who I am. YOU'LL NEVER FUCKING DO IT! I'LL BE HAPPY WHEN I LEAVE THIS HELLHOLE OF A HOUSE, street, city,maybe even STATE or COUNTRY! I won't hvae to fucking deal with your fucking trying to fucking control me any longer. I'll never need to put up with your stupid, closed-minded bullshit, or anything else. If you fucking want me to be fucking happy these closing months THEN JUST FUCKING ACCEPT ME! Stop trying to change me and deal with it. It would make everything easier for both of us, not that I care. (the end)
*sigh*...good to get that out. If anyone was wondering who it was to. It's to my stepdad. He'll never read it, though, because I don't want to hear his bullshit about it.
I am so fucking sick of all this bullshit I have to put up with. You fucking wonder why the the fuck I'm pissed off. You ever fucking think that it ws your fucking fault that I get fucking pissed and ahve this so called attitude. TAKE A FUCKING REALITY CHECK! I'm never going to be this child you want. He is lame as fuck and I LIKE BEING ME! Stop fucking trying to supress it! Quit your fucking bullshit about how I wish to live my life. I am not you I do not wish to be like you. I am quite happy with who I am and I wish you could fucking see it. I don't want to be you ideal poster boy. That kid is a fucking joke, and not even a funny one. Stop fucking trying to run my fucking life. I'm about done and over with this and you'll neer have to fucking see me again. I'm sick of your pointless rules and your restrictions. I'm even more sick of you trying to change who I am. YOU'LL NEVER FUCKING DO IT! I'LL BE HAPPY WHEN I LEAVE THIS HELLHOLE OF A HOUSE, street, city,maybe even STATE or COUNTRY! I won't hvae to fucking deal with your fucking trying to fucking control me any longer. I'll never need to put up with your stupid, closed-minded bullshit, or anything else. If you fucking want me to be fucking happy these closing months THEN JUST FUCKING ACCEPT ME! Stop trying to change me and deal with it. It would make everything easier for both of us, not that I care. (the end)
*sigh*...good to get that out. If anyone was wondering who it was to. It's to my stepdad. He'll never read it, though, because I don't want to hear his bullshit about it.
