I can never tell

[DarkNightmare]

Why is it they all think i am safe
I this room of mine
i can find something
dont know what it is yet
but i will find it
memories consume me to the point of no return
i look upon the scars that are hidden
and i think how can they call me safe
they think i am safe in my room
truth is i am never safe
safe from this never ending thing
the pain in my heart
the pain in my soul
the pain of the memories consumes all of me
for i am no longer who i once was
i just dont care anymore
i want out
i want to stop
but i cant
i need it
why cant i stop
why
i dont knwo why
i want to but i dont understand the need to hurt
why do i hurt
its from the memories
the memories consume my soul
they consumed who i was and who i liked being
now this thing has taken over
something i can not explain
and yet i cant tell
i cant tell of the pain i hold with in me
for if it gets out it will hurt someone else and in turn kill me
i can never tell

[SadistSecret]

Wow....I love it...So much emotion....*hugs*

[silentdeath]

that is a very nice poem. i wish i could put out my emotions but i never can, my demon won't let me so i am never the same type of person that people get around.

[YourDarkestSecret]

I love contricdictions.